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Hi，我是迪迪埃.抓个巴，这是我的故事。

When I entered the Premier

League,I was araide of everything here in londan and alway

s miss my life of simplicity in Marseille.

当我刚开始踢英超的时候，我被伦敦耀眼的一切刺瞎了我的狗眼以至于老是怀念起我在马赛挖鼻屎虐队友的好日子。

I couldnt find the feeling to score again,I performed totally like a country boy as they wish and the only thing I was good at is to show how to shoot the planes in different ways in the penalty area..

我找不到破门的灵感，如他们所愿的一样，我表现的像个土包子，而我唯一擅长表演的就是演示如何在禁区里用不同的方法打灰机。

They said mourinho must be my gay freind so he would pay so many pounds to buy a stupid nigger as me.They didn’t see the talent that I had and I also began to suspect myself.

他们说模你鸟一定是和我有搅基的关系才会花如此多胖子来买一个像我这样的大黑鬼。他们完全没发现我那令人销魂的才华而我也开始怀疑自己是不是真的在玩蛋儿。

Instead of practicing more and more,I just sit there being bitter.

但爷并没有如你们所想的一样，用不停地训练来提高自己。爷只是淡定地坐在那里怨天尤人而已。

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Coins has two sides,you never know what is waiting for u. 失之东隅,收之桑榆.人生啊，总是有很多狗血的剧情。

Long long ago,when I was still a little boy in The Republic of Cote divoire,my mother lead me to ask a witch for my marriage.

爷不禁想到很远以前，当爷还是个奔跑在象牙海岸的小屁孩的时候，爷就在妈妈的带领下去向巫婆询问过因缘。

I was told that my lover would be waiting for me in London.He was a hero.

巫婆告诉我，爷会在伦敦找到爷的爱人，那个人，将会是个英雄。

So I was just cool, I was wating for him, and I would satisfy if I could own my love.

所以，现在爷很淡定。爷在等着那个人的出现，能拥有爱情的话，爷就满足了。 London was still dusty when I firstly met Senderose. 遇见小森那天，伦敦照旧是灰蒙蒙的。

Before the one last seconde I saw him on the visual,I didnt notice what would happen.I was just fighting for a head against hime. 和他对视的前一秒，我还没意料到会发生什么，我只是在和他争抢一个蛋疼的头球而已。

After the second,I toally fell in love with him. 一秒钟后，我彻底地爱上了他。

My man was a big hero and he would come to see me on the clouds.

巫婆是对的，我的意中人是个盖世英雄，他踏着五彩的祥云来和我相见， He completed me。I never thought I can be a so good foward. 他成全了我。我从没想过我能成为一个这么给力的前锋。 She told me the beginning but I cant fathom the end. 只是，她告诉了我前头，我却猜不着这结局。

I began to find that there always was a man with gray hair standing on the sidelines,staring at Senerose.

我开始发现,在比赛的时候，总有个灰白头发的人在场边凝视着小森。 He was called the Professor. 他有个外号叫做教授。

I wasnt born yet when you was born.When I was born,you were old. Senderose told the whole story about he and Wenger to me.

君生我未生，我生君已老。小森这样对我描述着他和教授的过去。 Everyone could be vacious only if he tasted the jealousy. 任何人都可以变得狠毒，只要你尝过什么叫做嫉妒。

He spread rumors of Senderos everywhere,and sold him to Birmingham.

他到处散播着谣言中伤小森，并远远地把他卖去了伯明翰。

He didint only want to cut me and Senderose off,he was also afraid that he couldnt forget Senderose.

他并不只是想阻断我和小森，他是害怕自己不能忘记。

He just didnt know that the truth is you wil remember him more when you try your best to forget somebody .

只是他不知道，很多时候，你越想知道自己是不是忘记的时候，你反而记得清楚。

Once a man told me that when you no longer own,the only thing you could do is try not to forget.

我曾经听人说过，当你不能够再拥有，你唯一可以做的，就是令自己不要忘记。

So,when I am free,I will look forward to Birmingham,I know a man is waiting for me .

所以，没有事的时候，会望向伯明翰，我知道有一个男人在那边等我。

I began to score many goals when I was against Arsenal,I liked to see Wenger being sad.

我开始对阿森纳疯狂的进球，我喜欢看那个叫教授的男人一脸愁容的样子。 I always thought that I beat him until I saw myself in the mirror. 我一直以为自己赢了他，直到有一天看着镜子，才知道自己输了. In my best time,I am not with u.

在我最美好的时间，我最喜欢的人也不在我身边。

I changed,they began to call me the monster.Monster and African Andy was just two sides of me,hided a hurt heart.

我变了，人们开始叫我魔兽，魔兽和非洲刘德华不过是一个人的两种身份，躲在背后的是一颗受伤的心。

I learned how to enjoy myself in London from Terry. 我学会了和特里他们一样，在伦敦烦嚣的尘世中买醉。

But when I saw him and Lampard,I always remember u. 只是，望着他和兰八的身影，我总是默默地想起你。 The more wine I drunk,I felt colder. 没了你，酒怎么越喝越寒。

To my lover Philippe Senderos，wish you all is well in Birmingham.

献给我的爱人同志小森，你在伯明翰还好吗？